Love in XXL Size – How I Found Myself and His Heart Part 1

I always hid from the world. I say this without regret or shame because it was the truth of my life for many years. I tried to hide my body, suppress my emotions, and cover myself with layers of clothes meant to conceal the real me. For a long time, I didn’t believe anyone could love me as I am. But that changed. And it all began on the site lovebbw.com.

I remember that evening exactly. I was tired, disappointed, a little hopeless. I registered on that site hoping maybe I would find someone who would see more in me than just my size. And then Jack appeared.

His first message was simple: “Hi, Monica. Your photos are beautiful, but I’d rather know your story.” That sentence touched something inside me. Suddenly, I felt maybe it could be different — that someone really wanted to see me.

Our early conversations were cautious. Jack was warm, patient, and didn’t rush. Over time, I began to open up, talking about my fears, about how hard it had been to love myself. I told him about moments when I was ashamed of my own reflection in the mirror and how I had hidden my dreams for years.

Jack listened. And he wrote in a way that made me feel important. Without judgment, with respect and understanding. What began as innocent online chats quickly turned into something deeper. Every exchange was like a puzzle piece that finally started to form a picture of true trust.

Because of him, I started to see myself differently. I learned to tell myself I deserve love, that my body is beautiful, and that I have the right to be happy. Jack never pressured me. His support was like a warm blanket on a cold evening — it gave me a sense of safety, allowed me to dream and believe.

Interestingly, I discovered that his own experiences were similar. A man who never tried to change me but wanted to support me. And though I was afraid to take the next step at first, it was Jack who made me trust that I could be loved as I am.

Our conversations grew longer, and I waited for the moment we would finally meet. I knew that day would change a lot. And I felt that finally, I wanted to live fully — with him, without pretending and without fear.

This was how my journey from hiding to full acceptance began. And Jack became its most beautiful chapter.